To brace myself for the upcoming sars epidemic.

My family.

Cousin's wedding dinner on sunday.

Looking real dead cos i was very tired, not in a good mood (although the food did cheer me up by a bit haha) and worrying about the fact that i had 2 tests the next day and i had barely studied them.

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I hate the three days.
I will reach home at 9+ and by the time i had bathed and eaten, it is already 10+

I don't want you all to affect your studies

Bullshit.

Looking as if we had stolen some dresses from Kiddy Palace doesn't help either.

& the worst is that i hate how the policy works.

ME AND MY BF HAHAHAHA

SO.PHYSICALLY.DRAINED

I just did the ecareer thingy and guess what, i am suitable to be a kindergarten principal. I even did it twice but i still got the same result!! -.-

This just shows how inaccurate it is. I dont even like kids to begin with. But at least I am a principal, better than a bartender. HAHA

I am only interested in the risk manager among all the choices leh. (what child care centre supervisor??!! -.-) Got good pay some more sia. haha

EDIT: HAHAHAHA OMG I JUSY FOUND SOMETHING. I swear i didnt even intend to find it, it just popped up in front of me. well actually i did try to find it before but i gave up due to lack of info that i hav in my hands. HAHA omgzzzzzzzzz.

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Okay so jw came over to my place to meet my mum officially for the first time ._. It was funny, kinda awkward too cos i didnt know what to say or do. So when the three of us sat down at the sofa, there was a very awkward silence. haha. And jw told me that i spoke super softly throughout the day when my mum was around. okay, i think its weird to have my mum listening to our conversation and maybe thats why i lowered my voice subconsciously.

Oh, my bro was at home throughout the day too but i doubt that he knows abt jw being around too. We were in my room half the time but the door wasnt even closed! It was in fact wide open, albeit partially blocked by the curtain thingy. He walked past my room a few times some more lor. haha

So now jw knows how stressful and scary it is whenever i am at his hse. But he got it much better cos he only had one pair of eyes staring at him. I had three okay. I think his family must have thought that i am some weirdo cos i will start giggling non stop like an idiot when they talk to me. I will follow jw around his hse like a leech cos i dont want to be alone! haha very loserish. The homesick feeling never fails to intensify whenever his family is around. I dunno why but i feel sooooooooo out of place. Why can't i be a social butterfly and for once know what to say and do. Thats why i suck at making friends haha. I dunno how am i going to survive the ordeal next time when i am having dinner with them (i feel bad for turning them down so many times). Thats if i decided to pluck up my courage and step into his hse again. Maybe months later.

I have a brother who keeps asking me to go zouk ._.

I failed chem, I failed econs, I failed 2.4 test.
I failed almost every test I had taken.

so yay.

It's so weird to see the sch so crowded and it sucks. The J1s jammed the roads, filled up buses and canteen and snapped up our usual seats. Argh!
And it's so weird to see so many nhrians around in pj, although I dont recognise like 90% of them which is not unusual at all. After they don on the ite lookalike uniform next time, I think I wont even know who are they.

Back to nh again

I paid 6bucks for some oily crab sticks, hot dogs, 1 nugget and a plate of fried rice. I think the whole bbq thing was a failure. haha. Played bridge and my cards were very verrrrrrrrrrrry bad.

I am very happy ytd cos i didnt step out of west coast, or shd i say my estate. But jw must be very unhappy abt ytd cos he got some feng mo now from all the strong sea winds in westcoast!! My fault :(